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An Intuitive Drawing Series

 

I have always felt like a different kind of child—tuned to a quieter frequency, moving through the world with a rhythm I could not name.

For years, they called it anxiety, but deep within, I sensed another truth.

Without answers, I began to believe I was broken. That belief pulled me into a slow collapse—body and soul—until even rising from bed became an impossible climb.

 

At 34, the truth finally found me: ADHD.

The diagnosis felt like a door unlocking.

I was not broken—I was simply different.

And in that moment, I could whisper to the little girl who once dreamed of becoming a painter:

“You were born for this, and we will paint our way home.”

 

Even in the stillness of illness, I never stopped creating.

I learned to draw with my eyes closed, letting my hands follow the weight of my heart and the quiet chaos of my mind.

These lines became my language, my way back to myself.

 

Today, I am also learning to live with POTS—to listen to my body’s fragile tides while still keeping my hands in the river of creation.

Through this journey, I have embraced an intuitive drawing technique, allowing my emotions to guide the shapes and colors.

 

This series will grow slowly—thirteen drawings in total—each one born in its own time, each one carrying a fragment of my healing.

As I complete them, I will share them here.

If one speaks to you, it can be found on Saatchi Art.

 

These works are made of nothing but feeling, breath, and color.

Perhaps, somewhere in their silence, you will find a piece of yourself too.

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